I hate to be embarrassed. I wrote it out in a previous post and then pulled it because my pride was hurt. When I get embarrassed, I lose my temper. Especially with my family.
I'm not good at laughing or finding humor. Unless it is sarcastic humor. I'm good at that.
I'm NOT good at laughing at myself. So when I get embarrassed, anger is easier than to admit I'm foolish. To quote Obi Wan Kanobi, "Who's the more foolish? The fool, or the fool who follows him?" I hate to look foolish or to be a follower of a fool.
I don't like to look dumb. When I'm embarrassed, I feel dumb, stupid, and like a failure. So that sums it up.
A little more humble me is writing this second post instead keeping the venom I spit with the first post.